Crap. I look at my WOWY schedule and see that I've been doing ONE workout every 8 days. Every EIGHT DAYS!!!! It's not even one a week! How awful is that?!?? What is wrong with me?!?? I know I'm busy this time of year, with activities and projects and whatever... but I managed to work out more often before- even with stuff happening. What is different this year?!?
But God love that WOWY calendar. It doesn't lie. Though I think I did take the dog out for a long walk one time this past week but didn't log into WOWY to do it. Still... it just doesn't look good. Especially when I used to be so good at having an 'X' on EVERY block for every day. Now it's blank white on nearly all of it, with a single X here or there. Ugh. It's obvious and it's clear what is the problem, but yet I am still all TALK and no ACTION.
I know it's not good to keep kicking myself, but yet- I know nothing would happen if I DON'T keep kicking myself, too! No one is responsible for my fitness but ME!
But anyway, I did the Cardio Kickboxing workout by Jillian Michaels today. It went quickly, actually! I was panting and huffing and puffing and I know Jillian has a way of finding OTHER muscles that Chalene or Tony might miss (who knew you had so many hidden muscles everywhere, and that you only used about 3 main muscle groups on a daily basis, leaving the rest unused, just to be SORE after a workout?!? lol). But the workout was good. Not as intense as the other ones she has, IMO- but still a tough one.
It's sad that I only have 2 pairs of jeans that fit right now. It's sad that I am more comfortable in my sweats and that's all I want to wear. It's simply pitiful that I am finding myself here. But I know the way out of it, is simple, too (just start working out regularly again). Just wish I could get into the mental frame of mind to do that again. :-P
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