P90X Core

**Sigh** Still no WYSIWYG features back yet. At least one other thing is going okay though- I just did a P90X workout this morning! Core Synergistics. Parts of it were tough but okay, other parts of it busted my ass and showed me how much work I still have to do.

Still can't do the Chataruanga Runs- but at least I can work through that part while remaining in Plank. One day, hopefully I will get that strong. My upper-body is not even close yet. Did most of the moves without weights this time, except the Lunge-Lift thing- where I used 8-lb weights because NO weights is simply too easy. On the rest... next time I will start with 5-lb weights and see how it goes. They're pretty tough without weights, but not as effective unless I just push on with the weights.

Food-wise... not so good. Had pizza on Saturday night, then again last night (while at my parents' house). I've been eating too many things with high fat in them, and I know they are adding up. Maybe once in a while, that's okay- but as often as I've been having them... not good. It's aggravating that I've slowly gained back the weight that I lost through P90 last year- although I can still wear the same clothes. That part I don't really get... but I just know that the clothes are tighter than they were before, though thankfully I haven't grown OUT of them! So it's time to really get back on track and knock myself back down to where I was again.

I'm looking over the P90X material again... and trying to psych myself back up again to try it again. Maybe in January, after the Vegas trip (where I might gain some more- yikes!) and it'll be Jan 1st. I hate it that I might actually start a new program when half the planet will be doing the same... but this time- I CAN'T let myself be like half the people and drop out and quit before January's even over! I have to start, and I have to stick with it. Work or not, school or not, kids or not... whatever. I have to stick to it. Like BeachBody says.... Decide. Commit. Succeed. So now I'm making up my mind. Doing the deciding part. And come January, I have to commit. And with all that, I will succeed. I'd go ahead and start now- but I know I won't be able to keep up with the workouts while in Vegas, so I will hold off the official start until afterwards. I hope I can maintain okay through then as we will be walking everywhere that week. Eating all the typical Vegas food... but walking it off at the same time, hopefully. But in the meantime... more various BB workouts to keep things rolling.